I can’t work out after eating…i just can’t:D it feels so weird..

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Yeah…you really can.

I’ve been killing it for the past week.  Working out makes you feel amazing you guys.  Don’t get discouraged by my depressing mad at myself posts…im human.  Today I actually WANTED to workout.  

It’ll become a habit.  

Keep at it ya fuckers :) xX

I just binged. Lovely.

This sucks.  Not again.  I was doing so well for like 5 days.  But no.  God forbid I have any sense of self control.  

I had 3 ice cream sandwiches and 2 cadbury icecream things……I hate this.  Why am I so disgusting though.  I bet that was 1,000 calories.  I hate myself.  I can tell myself it’s ok but for so long.  

It’s not okay anymore.  I need professional help.  Something like this is beyond me.  It’s not normal to binge on a regular basis and then mentally abuse yourself for 3-4 days after.  I don’t want to keep doing this to myself.  I’ve been doing it since 7th grade.  I can’t.

Reblogged from
englishmademoiselle:

I have this on my wall so I don’t binge and it keeps the voices inside my head quiet …
xoxo An English Mademoiselle

englishmademoiselle:

I have this on my wall so I don’t binge and it keeps the voices inside my head quiet …

xoxo An English Mademoiselle